i was sitting in front of the computer,feeling really bored,thinking what should i do.i have few assignments to do,but frankly i don't have the intention of doing it myself,come on its out of habit now.i feel like i should do something interesting but then again ,what is interesting?

that's a big question,i have played every kind of sports,games,those are okay,but i don't know i want something else.i have watched ,i guess many movies and don't want to watch more than 1 crap movie on the same day, so i am not keen to watch another.i don't know but i find i am a bit alienated or may be i want it that way.i used to be busy all the time,i wanted to get some time to catch my breath,but now i guess i have got that,and too much of it,n definitely i am not loving it.

so whats the plan, thinking over this again and again,i think i will burst my head but wont get a thing.so i decided i will let this phase pass,but don't know how.i think i m getting insane,but again who isn't.so if anyone reads this do suggest some interesting things that can be done .and ya be practical...........................a:might

what good can i be.....

i woke up in the morning ,did my daily chores ,may be some study,some sports ,and may be blah blah blah.....did i do anything worthwhile.perhaps not.am i of any real use to anyone, does my existence ruffles a few feathers, or am i alive only to prove that life exists?or to support Darwin's theory of evolution.

ya these questions do bother me when i have nothing to do,which is very frequent nowadays.anyway what is more important is to find a real purpose, and start working on it.as its never too late .i want some inspiration ,may be some miracle to acknowledge the real thing which is what i really want to do .may be a little bird will tell me in my ears but i need some thing to stick to........................plz help........what good can i be to this world...........a:might

what is there in a GOD

(this article is dedicated to a god,sir isaac newton,on his birthday that is 4th jan)

god,most people fear god,at least believe in him.(oops ! i used him, is it he?).why so?

i don't say ,don't , but if you do, you must know why so.let me try and get a few.

okay when nothing was there who started all these,it must be god,who else.(we don't want to find the origin of universe,till scientists find it we give all the credit to GOD).

when so many people have faith in god then why should we doubt.(everybody doubts, but they don't admit it,and democracy is a way of government,which is mostly biased by the popular belief,not necessarily right .we can see whats happening in India. )

if we don't have any fear,we will not be afraid of doing the bad,immoral things.(look god is watching,when we are unable to stop any wrong doings,we have these words,quite apt.but to do the good neither we need a onlooker,nor a mere spectator can stop us from doing what we do,perhaps that is why crime rate is booming ,and the rise is more than economic recessions fall.)

for the time being 3 reasons is good enough,i don't want to upset the gods,many may find themselves hurt,sorry to those ,and i do believe in a supreme power ,but he or she doesn't do work for me,so stop praying and get to work,you may pray but have your god well defined.....have a great year (score and a half of it)...................a:might

if it would have been NEVERLAND

time ceases to flow,small colorful birds flying all over ,beautiful music making the ambiance serene, dispersed lustrous flowers spreading their fragrance to bewitch you.... only happiness no sorrows....and this is what we call the mystifying never -land.

living in a world where there is no faith,no real friendship,no body caring for others....what can we do but dream about going to never land.this life is a search .... a search that ends at never land....but as never land doesnt exist,this search has got no end....it goes on and on....like we keep chasing material stuff,that has got no measure,where more is less,and less is nothing....and of course we cant live with nothing....so we keep on envisaging a path that leads to to the same path just like a Mobius strip....we never come to know where did we start, or where we need to end.
but in never land theres nothing to worry....motto of life is 'hakuna matata'....(lit. no worries) then why not try and make our life like it would have been in never land....just give it a try....its difficult but chasing something is never easier....so be happy ....love you all....HAPPY mothers day to all mothers.....................................a:might

why ???

when i sit in front of my PC to write something ,and that too after a long gap ,words come to my mind like Morse code.i m a lot confused ,what to write?

may be the hot summer at Rourkela is interesting,sorry change of words deadening.might be this has caused some problem with our profs and the inhabitants of rkl,who have not only made our lives boring but also have imposed upon us many (****ing) stuffs.
how can people be that rude....i wonder how these people take pleasure in others agony.
if i keep talking about these i know i am going to end up in some asylum.

so better get out of that dungeon and talk something good....but the fact is where ever i see i find wrong things occurring.....this place stinks.....i find nothing good happening.

questions ...... questions .......questions ..... questions are blocking my mind....why do good people finish last....why do bad things occur to good people.....why people who try to help others get ****ed up in all sorts of troubles .....why will someone not stray away from the virtuous path when he receives agony throughout the journey,and there is no guarantee that the journey will ever end.

why?
why?
why good people are tested for patience....why life is never good for people who are good?

i have no answers.... not a clue why?i am a victim.

hoping that Satan has not overthrown god from his power to rule the world....or may be god has been satanised....we know good is easily influenced by the evil,who knows.....

still hoping good will restore its rule................have a great vacation ............a:might

be my valentine

life should be lived to the full....but what can be done if the same obstacle keeps coming your way again and again.




ohhh!!!! it is the thing i sat down to write....guess what....i am having short term memory loss(STML).hmmmm....got the tattoo....i was here to write about my valentine....but again is there anyone i can call my valentine....STML is killing me....okay....i don't know if she is my valentine,my love ,my friend or just a stranger....how should i know when i don't remember the most intimate things....
but she is someone , seeing whom i feel like i have got some thing to do with her....i m a bit confused....a bit anxious about what it is....is she the one from my past or is she the future....should i stick to the past or go for the future.....


but my heart and mind both say me to look for the present which cant be any more than 15 minutes....people think STML is curse but no one sees the brighter side .....no sadness for more than 15 mins....so what's the plan....go into the crowd and ask the most beautiful girl(if u r straight,for boys)....will you be my VALENTINE............................................................................................have a great valentines day........a:might

can infatuation last 10 yrs???or it has 2 b love....

life takes a turnaround the moment you find someone special, or even if you feel like you
have got someone special.but what it is....if it lasts longer than you have ever expected ,
the thing you feel as love turns out to be infatuation and vice versa.its so confusing.

aah!!!i m getting mad .thinking about it is so painful.you have taken so much
of pains to ensure your love stay intact,always heading skywards,but there's a big but,nothing
goes as expected,and so your love or whatever it was got a full stop....or might be you thought
it as even if it was just a comma.so if its love it never falls down it may stay constant but
never declines.
so check your love graph and decide what it is....i m sure mine is love....you say....
anyways get on and get it....life is a kool ride only if you try to make it so....enjoy it......
...........................................a:might